bullshit.

i am speaking bullshit. always.

i had this 'pre break-up' syndrome just hours ago when billy started ignoring my sms.
i was already doubting and [very not obvious-ly] freaking out [inside]
panami noticed my silence.
i realized i cannot much lie to myself. i was unconsciously un-minding the world infront of my face, it was noticeable that i was thinking harshly deep.

i cannot deny; infact i was literally clenching my chest because it pains too hard. yes, i cannot still go on without him. even with airom back being my bestfriend. no one can still replace his.



you are a hard candy. very pleasantly, sweetly taking rough on me.