Monday, February 23, 2009

POT :)

wla nkong social life. minsan lang ako hindi magreply lalo na sa taong mga kailangan ako. i need them too though. but time doesnt.

"bawas yosi pot.. pwede ka naman ndi magyosi eh.. *oo na para na
akong tatay. hehe*"

-gian mendoza feb 19 2009 22:11:02
"Pot! Miss na ktaaaaaa! Tae"

-gian mendoza feb 21 2009 22:20:40

almost blog leave

im sorry. I REAAAAALLY wanto write, type, spill my rants here but TIME DOESNT DIDNT CANNOT PERMIT ME. i find it a crime to blog, eat, sleep. EVEN BLINK.

how cruel can this fashion show be? or was it my fault?

Thursday, February 19, 2009


-bes chy

okay. all along akala ko patatas ako.


"espasol ng pag-ibig. JEEEWK."


Monday, February 16, 2009

Titanic Two: The Surface

POINT IS. it has got no point.

first: yes, jack is angry, confused and sober because he's in a new world he never knew. then?

second: rose is dead. the trailer didnt show any new one.

third: its a big SO WHAT?! so what if jack's reincarnated from the frozen atlantic. so what if he's in newyork and troubled. the ending would be exciting but the whole lot has really really really got no point.

funny thing about this is that it came from 23 different movie including the titanic it came from. most of the cuts are from catch me if you can. the 'director's really really GOOD, creative and spontaneous. KUDOS! :D

walang sense.

-gian mendoza, feb 15 2009, 10:34:43h

followed by: "PUTANGINA, MARUNONG NAKO MAGBIKE..." blah blah blah. something like that, still in ALL CAPS.

i cant stop laughing. i was on our LTS site and i look really dopey.

feb 15, sunday: 12 hours of hunger strike. did not sleep for and on the trip. troubled, bothered-EWAN. salamat sa House Bunny, Slumdog Millionaire, at Shaun of the Dead- Mejo nahimasmasan ako sa stress na iniiyak ko.

after LTS:
meet up potpot at ust. photoshoot for fashion with tanya and kim. masarap pala mag yosi sa field. thankyou sa arki week.
photoshoot more. ako ang 'subject' lover'slane lighting is divine. afterafter: icecream date. YEY. thankyou pot.

ako: pot, pano kaya kung mamatay ako. may marerealize kaya si billy?
pot: wala. magiinternet lang yon.
ako: HAHA. *sad face*

after pot:
meet up rangel and airom. YEY. i miss you airomBOI. jjampong noodles. YEY.

ang sarap ng buhay ko pag sila lang iniisip at iniintindi ko. promise.
no bitterness here. FOR REAL to.
pero wala eh. magdusa ka na lang aiwa.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

"by wag mo na ko bigyan ng flowers ha. mdameng tao sa dangwa."



2007: nag-eemo sa pagkawala ng friendship nmen ni airom AT sa sobrang malas ko, nalockan ako ng dorm. dala ko pa yung flowers para kay ate.

2008: nakitulog ako sa dorm ng isang guy kasi amoy alak at yosi ako kasi birthday celeb ni friend. at yung guy, loveteam sila ni friend. walang nangyari dahil kadiri, di ako ganon. PEROO. nagkagusto ako sa guy na yun and secret na yung iba. wala ng nangyari na dun.
dinitch ako ni james sison planned date namin. BUHAT KO PA ANG ISANG MALAKING BAG GALING TRAINING PARA LANG MAGMUKHANG MAGANDA PARA SA KANYA HA. and so ended up 'sort of' dating 3 other guys plus NIKIAHHH. masaya na sana. kaso ang gago ko, mahal ko padin si billy non at wala akong magawa.

2009: YEY. atlast. kahit nagaaway kami at hindi nya ko pinapansin nung time na yon kakainternet, natuloy na din ang pinakawiniwish kong: OVERNIGHT.
wala namang mangyayari. hnggang sweet na hug lang tlga kami at cuddle habang sleep [kahit minsan nakakainis na. hug LANG.] moving on, mga 2 oras lang kami nagsleep at bitin pa. hindi ko nga alam kung nakatulog tlga ko kasi nakoconcious ako kasi baka mag 'chainsaw snore' [sabi ni potpot] ako. bwiset. pero ang cute. KINIKILIG AKO. hee :D

ansaya saya ko kahit na mukha kong gaga sa picture ko at ang cute ni billy. bibi cute ka promise. hindi kita binobola. kahit ako lang ang nakakakita. okay lang yun. wala ko pakelam sa kanila :D

hindi ko alam gusto ko mangyare, gusto kong sabihin, kung malungkot ba tlga ko o masaya. EWAN YOU ALL. mageeLTS muna ko. *chee*



i so love you. kahit na tae ka. abnormal ko kasi love kita. ee. sige na love mo na din ako :3

i love you retard boyfriend

Saturday, February 14, 2009


LOVE is patient, love is kind

It does not envy and it keeps no record of wrongs,
Love always protect,trust,hope
LOVE bears all things,endures all
things,believes all things,hopes all things
LOVE never ends

and perhaps it is love when he bends to reach you and when he can't its learning how to find a stride and stepping to it for your reach.

[or just when you have to kiss him but you realize you're too short -.-]

imissyouretard. ilysm ♥

Thursday, February 12, 2009



pot was telling me about this chick his office mate hooked up with him. so there, pinakita ni pot yung girl thru fster, sabi ko pa i dont find her pretty, tas sabi ni pot "okay lang" sabi ko ampanget ng taste nga. WAHAHA. ang galing ko magsalita noh? HAROO.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

parang wla lang akong klangang gawin

1.Who was your last 4 texts from?
- kish, airom, gianpot, pwet
2.Where was your display picture taken?

-macci's house.
3.What's your middle name?
-lim supposed to be. casiding for security status.
4.Your current relationship status?

-cn i say 'it's complicated?'
5.Does your crush like you back?

6.What is your current mood?

7.What color of shirt are you wearing?
-navy stripes.
8.If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

9.Where was the last place out of town, that you went to
- nueva ecija
10.Ever had a near death experience?
-nightmare. and almost got hit by a car.
11.Something you do a lot?
12.Who can you tell anything to?

-potpot. chy. rom
13.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
-makee and nico
14.When was the last time you cried?
-while ago.
15.Where are you right now?
-mess hall.
16.If you could have one super power what would it be?

17.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
18.What is a quote that you believe?
-art is life. living is a lie.
19.Favorite color?
20.What is one thing that annoys you on Tv?
-cheesy scripted lines. very unhuman.
21.Do you still like kiddie movies?
22.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- none

23.Do you speak any other languages?
23.What's your favorite smell?
- vanilla sweet scents

24.Describe your life in one word?
-mediocre. typical.
25.Have any tattoos?
26.What are you looking forward to most of the time?
- shutup.
27.What are you thinking about right now?
28.What should you be doing?
- a lot.

29.Who was the last person to make you upset/angry?
-who else. billy.
30.Do you like working in the yard?
- nope

31.What color are your nails?
- none

32.Do you act differently around the person you like?
33.What is your natural hair color?

- black
34.Why did you cry the last time you did?
- shutup

35.Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?
36.What's something you're excited about right now?
- none

37.Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut?
- times.
38.Have you ever been in a long distance relationship?
- yes
39.What movie never fails to make you cry?
- none. i stop at one time though.

40.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
- yes. he even made me cry

41.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- yes
42.What does the last text message on your phone say?
- kish came from taping bla bla bla.

43.Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
- yes
44.Do you know who likes you?
- yes

45.Can you last in a relationship for 3 months?

46.Look behind you, what do you see?
- chairs
47.Do you have good eye sight?
- yes

48.Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend?
49.Do you think your mom has secrets she's never told you?
- yes
50.If someone went through your pictures would they find a "bad" one?
- ofcourse

51.Who was the last person that called you?
-unknown numbers
52.How is your room looking?
53.Do you fall for people easily?
54.What is it you truly want right now?

55.Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
- no

56.Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
- yes

57.What are you doing tomorrow?
- a lot

58.What was/is your worst subject in school?
- english.boring nuf.

59.What is the best eye colors on a member of the opposite sex?
60.What was the last movie you watched?
-7 pounds

Monday, February 9, 2009

fabfeb :)


maiah's: sunken garden with the boys for sale and chy
ken's: movie atleast
airomboi's: anywhere but here. []
rhai's: bad girls day. alchemy probably.
nica's: movie marathon at her dorm, or anywhere.
onesee casts': anywhere.anywhere.anywhere.

valentine's not until 5 days, and i had been getting 'invites' since last 2 weeks. imsorry. i am not to make any plans until 'the boyfriend' does it. it had been a hell february for us. i had to not think of him since i realized i had been dreadly SERIOUS in everything like we are to marry. i am effin crazy tlga. i am sorry that i had been more demanding than a good girlfriend should be. i i am requiring him;ways that i really should not, so it would look more pleasant to people since i look really 'kawawa' eversince w e havebeen together [and i had always been the 'princess' for my bestfriends] i dont and wont care with judgements anymore. sige call me martyr, tanga, boba-it wont change anything. i guess, sakit ko tlga to. falling deeply in love again and again with the same person and sticking to it. still, this is my life and you'd probably get nothing with nosing on it.
so for the remaining days of my february, aside from promising to be vacant for the valentines day, i promise to:

1. GO HOME. and not wake up from other home's sofa/bed/sala/bedroom.
__1.2 if ever you can't, sleep with trusty people. else, cover yourself.
2. PASS PLATES on time. or just pass it. with PLEASE.
3. EAT VEGGIES. since i had been eating weirdly NORMAL-but only of SIOMAI.
6. BLOG only TWICE each week. not each day.
7. POST-IT again, remember, you can't remember. ♥



Ive learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.Ive learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.Ive learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.Ive learned that you can get by on charm for fifteen minutes. After that you'd better have big willy or big boobs.Ive learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others, they are more screwed up than you think.Ive learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.Ive learned that we are responsible for what we do unless we are celebrities.Ive learned that regardless of how hot stew and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there better be a lot of money to take its place.Ive learned that 99% of the time isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.Ive learned that the people you care most in your life are taken from you soon, and the less important just never go away.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

blog reveals!
open na sya
for public.

Saturday, February 7, 2009


hinalikan ako ng guy na to. swear. mamatay na nagsisinungaling sa blog ko.

okay so 'beso' lang tlga yon, and i know i reeeeeeeeeally sound CHEAP typing these pero di ko mapigilan. wag ng choosy. AMBUSH ang beso kahit na nagkapantal ako sa stubbles. KABOG.

hindi na uso Edward Cullen. Edouard George na ngayon.
salamat remo at friend kita. heart.
laglag me.

joke. not very matangkad. sayang.

Monday, February 2, 2009


with the funny-coincidence of its likeness with the movie, yes i think i just lost my luck.

things are getting better-but i am on my worst.

i finished eveything for LTS-but KEN led me to PNOV gate which made all my efforts "SAYANG". the bus left me minutes after i stepped on UST

i finalized my designs for the fashion show but my male model with all his unreasonable antics, wasted my time for nothing.

and lastly, when i just had the time for everything, and my loads are getting light, i am happy with my life with everything that i lost-came back, is when i realized i lost my boyfriend and i cant seem to move on.

i was just having my "habilins" if ever id die because of my too-real-to-be-happy-January, then i just came losing things when im not ready enough.

i guess God, really still have no plans of taking me after all.